January 2012
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September 2011
3 posts
august
august has been a rough month - i hope it doesn’t carry on into september, because i am not so sure i can handle it - then again i have an 8 year old cousin battling cancer, he makes me feel like i can handle anything and everything, actually he doesn’t make me feel that - he remindsssss me that i can handle anything and everything, because even when i feel l like i hit rock bottom,...
August 2011
4 posts
Vowels - by me
does this anger anyone else…
I looked up “word” today, and it is defined as “something that is said”
I looked it up because I wasn’t finding “love” quite enough, sappy yes? Indeed!
But if a word is something that is said, then what is something that is felt?
Love…is for pussies
So when you go to describe your love for someone, it is...
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Perfection
graciouswords:
Perhaps it’s the way your
Eyes exude a radiant warmth and
Reflects an inner beauty so pure it
Fails to see the imperfections
Ever present in this life.
Could it be that you are
Truly heaven sent? Of one thing
I am sure.
On this earth there is
No other quite like you.
I'm BACK!
Have you ever really heard what you are singing to a song - because I am singing all the wrong words, I’m saying the ones that SOUND like the right words… for example:
“Relax, don’t do it, when you gonna get through it, relax don’t do it when yah wanna goo” - now let me type this into google to get the real words…
RIGHT: Relax, don’t do it, when...
February 2011
2 posts
GRADUATION
hmmm just wrote a whole blog about graduation and it all got deleted… fuck this going to sleep! i’ll write my exciting story tomorrow :)
breathe ez
i had to remind myself to breathe ez today… and to be thankful, because you never know what is going on around you, in other peoples lives… i’m thankful - very thankful, and happy… i’m blessed - ah i guess lol god is a difficult subject yah know… but i’ll save that to the next blog, i’m pooped and i miss softball
thankfully i know deep down,...
first real day of class
today was the first real day of classes, first time seeing everyone, first softball meeting, first day of tears! yikes :( and for the first time, i kinda felt like it was the first day of a high school year, lol i picked out what i was going to wear! and hugged everyone when i saw them! lol GHS! idk but anyways, today i told the team that i am no longer playing softball… that was, well...
January 2011
21 posts
determined!
just ran for 10 minutes outside, and it was freezing! My throat was throbbing, so my plan for a 30 minute run failed…instead I will go run stairs in my apartment building for 10 minutes…i don’t want to kill myself! My mom called me today, oh by the way she was mad at me for the past week and a half… but she got over it - why was she mad? i have the slightest clue… but...
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Beauty is you.: You know what drives me crazy?... →
selfesteemandequality:
You know what drives me crazy? Society.
Every day, kids are being bullied, and every single day, the victims of suicide are getting younger and younger. 8 year olds killing themselves for not being skinny enough, for being called “gay”, for not being pretty enough? WHAT?! It drives me INSANE,…
7077.) You're going to lose one of the best...
Beautiful
coming in after dark
sooo the trains are a mess… and ok I did come home later than i said i would… but jesus would everyone shut up… i guess this is what i get for living with my grandmother instead of dorming… this is what i get for trying to save some money… i get:
calling all the time asking where i am
phone calls from my mom asking why i am wearing a short & tight dress to go to...
Watchriding the train is a beautiful thing - Mr. Piano Boy
my lucky day... yesterday
sooo everyday is lucky if you wake up and see the ceiling, but yesterday was evennnn better, but before i tell this story, i gotta admit i’m wondering if some people will think it was wrong of me to … go with the flow… while others say hell yeah its ur lucky day! …wondering… not worrying, i like to think of how people will think… get it?
My aunt gave me a $100...
here I go...
What do i do now? Write, talk…about myself? Yikes… and who wants to read that. Not sure yet, but right now I will read it - a diary (sounds better than a blog). This sure beats writing in a journal… which I have started many times and NEVER stuck with haha… I recently read a journal from my first day of college - man i was a loner in those days. Anyways, I wrote that I...